Grieving with Schizoaffective Disorder for my mother
I am tackling the emptiness and the loss of my Brazilian mother who left by way of suicide Feb. 24th, 28 years ago. Even though at times, I feel drained thinking about her, my ties with my family and friends have never been closer. Life matters however, how long or short. She tried her best with whatever she could and had. I have come to the realization that I have a future worth enduring, and I am worthy of true happiness because of her presence in my life. I have finally let go and am looking forward to filling the painful reminders with hope and a new awakening. I love you and miss you mom. Sherry She has given me some many wonderful gifts.